VINGO

I'm not sure where life is going to go this time. Things seem to be looking up, at least in comparison to before, but at the same time it's all uncertain.

Just like most of my life, I can't really do much to change my circumstances right now. That might be an excuse I tell myself so I don't bother trying harder, but I really don't think it is. Whatever. I don't really care.

I should update this more often.

Had a bad health scare two weeks ago. Bad pain in my lower right abdomen that lasted for like a week straight. Thought it might've been appendicitis and almost went to the hospital because of it. Still don't know what it was. It's gotten better now, but...

Yeah I don't know. That whole thing made me think about stuff. It's not easy for me to get to the hospital. And because I'm a red, white and blue American™, if I did have surgery it would've been extremely expensive. I don't have health insurance, and I don't have the kind of money to pay something like that off.

I am just not capable of taking care of myself.

I've finally gotten around to updating my website... only took me, like, half a year, lmao. New and improved theme. Looks a lot better if you ask me. I'll probably do more with it now moving forward, probably. The photo section will probably get a lot of activity. Lotta probablys.

Past few months have been, uh, eventful, to say the least. I'll get into it later. Maybe.

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh MUSIC!

I think Elephant by Boa is like, the second most beautiful song they've ever made, like its straight up a contender for #1 between it and Duvet in my honest opinion. I love this song so much. I don't know why, I just do. Maybe it's because it sounds more hopeful than Duvet, but still has a note of melancholy. Kind of how I've been feeling lately I guess.